Yes I changed my site name I will be coming up with something different. Why you say there has been things going on in my comment line even when it went privet I have no idea what is going on. so I delete the old on and started a new one. We will see.
There is a lady in our ward that lost her son about 4 months ago and has been doing great things.
She has been coping so gracefully she not afraid to cry and she is not afraid to tell her story.
It has made me think of what I did how is dealt.
I am a assumed to say that I really didn't ... haven't.
I talked to rob about it and he seem to think that I am to had on myself, that I did the best that I could and know how. You see at that point in my life I really never had anyone one close to me past away. I had two good FRIENDS that did. but noting like a mother, father or even grand parents no one.
When Conner pasted away I cried but in private and I mean in private not even my husband know about it.
So know that allot of the feelings are coming back I going to start working on them.
One thing that I have thought about is writing my testimony in The Book of Mormon and given it to someone that just lost her baby.
I know how hard it is to lose something and feel lost.
I have been racking my brain trying to think of different ways to make some money. I have lots of thing on KSL to sell, and my awesome neighbor said I could do her lawn (thank you) and I have been subbing. Rob has been taking on side jobs but I need to think outside of the box so we are modifying our house but that will take 2 to 3 months. Rob will be going back to school just for a month or so. Rob will also be following someone around in there job to try and get some MORE EXPERIENCE in that type of job. I even wrote Ellen Degeneres telling her our story. I'm just trying everything. I have to say that keeping a good attitude has been harder this time but I know were going to make it. Thank you to every one, and if you have any good ideas please do share. love you all.